I am desperate for You!!!

Hello Again! Well, I just wanted to share what God has been doing in my life....

I suppose I can say right now, I am so desperate for God. I need him so desperately in my life because I know if He does not take me, mold me, make me, rescue me, heal me, lead me, guide me, be my all in all...
I will completely crumble. I know I won't make it...I won't make another day.
Has anyone ever been there and feels the desperation like I feel, bloggy friends????

I am at a complete and total standstill in my life....wondering and waiting on the Lord. I love the Psalms especially in this season in my life. Psalm 30 is what I have been reading over and over again..."Hear, O Lord and be merciful to me; O Lord, be my help."
I need HELP....not from a doctor, not from a lawyer...but from Almighty God himself....who is more powerful than anything....that will save my soul and has saved my soul from destruction both now and in the present age to come....
Jesus I need you so desperately today. I really don't want to write here about all my neediness but this is what is on my heart today....
I am hoping and praying for better days. For new direction, for confirmation to come that all this hardship was not done in vain. I am going to continue to seek and pray to my heavenly Father because I know He will see me through!!

God bless.

An update for 2012

Hello again to all my bloggy friends!!

I know it has been a while since I updated you on all the happenin's here in Guam.
To be completely honest with you, we have been going through a trial, maybe I could call it a storm that has put my focus off of things like updating blogs, laundry, goals for the New Year, cleaning house, etc...
Unfortanately, it took my mind off of trusting in the Lord too....I am working at now seeking my Father's face in this whole ordeal and taking in each moment He gives me to operate in His Spirit, in His timing, and in His grace.
I don't want to really make this post boring, sad, or have you,my bloggy friends, be concerned. Just know that our Father God is working mightily in me, revealing to me His love, His peace, and His security...for His purpose.
I want to share so much with you all about the birth of our newest lil' guy. I can't wait to put pics of him up here and the other kids. They are growing up and God is doing a work in each one of them.
Anaya prayed the other night with her face in the rug to accept Jesus in her heart. I read her a Bible Story and talked with her about Jesus and she wanted Him to come into her heart....she also saw her sister baptized in the ocean out here and so she wants to do that too. Don't know yet...but all in God's timing.
I know my oldest daughter wants me to post here more often. I will do so when the Lord allows...please pray for me. I am needy of prayer this season of my life. I used to pray for others on a pretty regular basis and people would search me out to pray for them...yet God has me here asking people to pray for me.
I love this verse, "Be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might."

Love to you...your sista in Christ